Motörhead‘s creative consultant Steffan Chirazi has penned a stirring and heartwarming tribute to his good friend Lemmy Kilmister, Motörhead’s late frontman who died earlier this week, aged 70.
Chirazi’s tribute to his good mate, which hits right in the feels with its candid takes on Kilmister’s antics and quirks, sees the writer recount some of his favourite Lemmy memories, but there’s a deep sadness throughout.
“I haven’t been able to fully read memorials, and I have only just been able to start playing the music that’s in my DNA (loud you’ll be please to know),” Chirazi says.
“I remarked to my wife that the house looks different, rooms look different, the day feels odd, the light, the air all seems different.
“It is. Lemmy wasn’t going to go.”
Chirazi says he fondly remembers the time Kilmister “gave me that pint of vodka and orange when I was 15 and he was 10 feet tall and indestructible”.
Chirazi says there’s also the time in Dublin when Kilmister put him in a headlock and his nose “ended up squarely in his arm-pit”. “It was the finest of colognes, the scent of a lifestyle lived on his terms, and it’s scent never left me,” Chriazi says. “Never.”
It’s “no secret” that Kilmister loved speed, bourbon and vodka, Chirazi says. “Of course it slowly took his health, that doesn’t take a genius, but fuck anyone who doesn’t understand that Lemmy lived HIS life HIS way. Not yours. Not mine. His.”
In closing, Chirazi says Kilmister’s death “won’t sink in for a while”. “I’ll still be hoping he likes what I’ve had to say when he reads it, but he won’t read it because he isn’t here and I have to deal with it. I have to understand that,” he says, before addressing Lemmy man-to-man.
“Please know that I am going to continue living my life on my terms. My way. My time,” he says. “Because YOU gave me the strength, and belief, to do so.”
Since Kilmister’s death, Motörhead have issued a statement saying the frontman died of an aggressive form of cancer after being diagnosed on Boxing Day. The band’s drummer, Mikkey Dee, has said that without Kilmister, “Motörhead is over, of course.”
Read Chirazi’s touching tribute to Kilmister in two parts, below.
Gallery: 13 Photos Of Lemmy Kilmister At His Most Badass
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13 Photos That Show Lemmy Kilmister At His Most Badass
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1. Lemmy Chills With Dimebag Darrell
Nothing warms our hearts more than this photo of The Kilmister in his prime, hanging out with a fellow rock legend at a charity benefit. Bet he’s up there drinking black tooth grins with Dime now. -
2. Lemmy Wears Short-Shorts, Holding A Katana, While Smoking A Cigarette
Your argument is invalid. -
3. Lemmy Launches Official Sex Toy Range
And brings new meaning to the name “Motörhead” -
4. Lemmy Shows Us His Sensitive Side
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5. Lemmy Does Double Denim
Seriously, not even Sean Connery circa Zardoz could pull off this look. -
6. Lemmy Stars In <em>The Loudest Silent Movie On Earth</em>
Proving a badass to the very end, Lemmy is one of the top-billed stars to feature in the upcoming silent film Gutterdämmerung. Speaking in the 2016 flick’s batshit crazy trailer, Lemmy says: “If you don’t like it, you can fuck off”. -
7. Lemmy Hangs With His BFF
Two worlds collided when the Prince Of Darkness met the King of Jack and speed metal some 38 years ago, and the pair have been close mates ever since. Lemmy even co-wrote four songs on Ozzy Osbourne’s 1991 album No More Tears (which may or may not explain how he got this bandaged wrist) -
8. Lemmy Gets In Touch With His Animal Instincts
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9. Lemmy Meets Some Of His Biggest Fans
“Lemmy, you are one of the primary reasons this band exists. We are forever grateful for all of your inspiration” – Metallica. -
10. Lemmy Dresses As The Pope
“God bless you, my child. Even though you’re an asshole.” -
11. Lemmy Is A Bad Influence On The Nicest Guy In Rock
“We recorded his track in Los Angeles in maybe two takes about a year and a half ago. Until then I’d never met what I’d call a real rock ‘n’ roll hero before. Fuck Elvis and Keith Richards, Lemmy’s the king of rock ‘n’ roll – he told me he never considered Motörhead a metal band, he was quite adamant. Lemmy’s a living, breathing, drinking and snorting fucking legend. No one else comes close.” – Dave Grohl -
12. Lemmy Is A ‘Sex Legend’
In a 2005 doco called Motörhead: Live Fast, Die Old, it was claimed that Lemmy had “bedded” in excess of 2,000 women. Lemmy himself later offered some clarification: “I said more than a thousand, the magazine made two thousand of it.” Right then. -
13. Lemmy Continues To Give Zero Fucks
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13. Lemmy Is God
Lemmy’s close friend Eddie Trunk of That Metal Show fame posted the following picture to Twitter after breaking the news of his death, claiming it was sent to him by none other than Rob Halford of Judas Priest
